Monday, May 23, 2011

I am one angry girl

Finally got through to the doctor's office. Didn't talk to the doctor (who will no longer be my doctor), but I did get a small report on my tests. This is how the conversation went:

Everything came back fine.

My right tube was blocked. I didn't find out for sure if it opened up.

Lemme ask the doc. Okay, sometimes the organs around the tube can squish them but it shouldn't effect a pregnancy.

The problem is there is no pregnancy. We've been trying for a year.

Yeah but the HSG came back normal.

Please make a copy of my file. The clinic (who will hopefully give me some answers that make sense) will need it.

End of useless conversation.

Before today I couldn't understand what all the stress talk was about.  I have bad days. I get sad. I don't generally feel stressed.  Well today I'm pissed the fuck off. It's probably safe to say this will not be our month.

It would be funny/strange if it was, though.

2 comments:

  1. That was me two weeks ago when the doc said to wait another year!!!!

    I too get pissed off far more easily than stressed or sad.

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  2. "The problem is there is no pregnancy. We've been trying for a year.

    Yeah but the HSG came back normal."

    Ugh. Sorry. I've had conversations like that before: like, how dumb can they be? They don't get it. They won't get it, because they haven't been infertile themselves. I don't think you need to see an RE if you're not ready, but you definitely (DEFINITELY) need to be at a good doctor, someone who reassures you and provides you with quality care, keeps you informed, etc. Boo to all the bad docs out there!

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